To quickly address my previous post, I spent some time trying to reconcile my wavering fears. And I found so many wonderful affirmations online about embracing fear. About allowing yourself to feel what you need to feel in order to move forward from it or with it.
Here's what I found:
So I am okay. I'm okay with being a little scared. As long as I keep moving forward. Keep loving this little one. Keep taking care of myself. A little (or a lot) or fear isn't going to control this pregnancy or how I feel about it. With any hope, we still have about 21 weeks together, and we'll take those weeks one day at a time.