MWAH Day 24: Fragile

Song: Dreaming with a Broken Heart
Artist: John Mayer
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This song is perfect for a "fragile" prompt because few things are more fragile than dreams and a broken heart. I don't dream about Ryan. I have maybe twice since he was born. And after both times, I remember waking up and being so sad it was over. Just wanting to put myself back to sleep and back into the dream. But I couldn't. It was gone. I don't think I need to elaborate on the fragility of a broken heart. My heart is forever broken. The pieces have been put back together, but it doesn't take much for me to feel the ache of Ryan's loss. I wonder what it would be like to dream of him now. Would he be grown? Would he still be the baby I lost? Would the dream be a happy one? Or would it be as sad as the ones I had right after he died? I think I don't dream about him because I don't know how to. I wish I could. 

Lyrics:
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering, "Was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?"
No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering, "Could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?"
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my, roses in my hand?
would you get them if I did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part